LOVE: 老公病病了...T.T❤

OMG~!!
hmmm...myb tis 2,3day my laogong sick sick edi...
cham~mi sim tia edi...T.T
he is vry pain...haitz...
mi tis laopo dunno wan to do anytings?!
oso dunno hw to take care my laogong...
so loser 4me tis laopo...haitz...
anyway...i wil care about his sick...^^
monday i can meet my laogong jor...bt i cant off at tat day...
cz someppl wan change day wit me...T.T
sienz~~monday cant to acc my laogong...
i wan care him leh...he sick jor...
yor~~~~~~~
i wan acc laogong whole day!!!
i wan stay near by laogong whole day!!!
i wan care laogong whole！！
haitz~~
anyway i wan hw edi cant to change ...
cz i promise ppl change day wit her...
haitz...
i miss my laogong so much...
n vry worry about him now....
laogong~~
u must take care urself lo...
i cant alway by ur side...
so u must promise me take care urself...
dun hurt urself when u r workin...
i wil miss u everyday..everytime..everysecond...
i vry miss u nw~~!!
mUUacX~~

MY LIFE: 我的目标*面包师*❤

哈哈...我的目标!!!

就是...............................

蒋~蒋~蒋~

*面包师*...

暂时无法参加烘焙课程...等一阵子了...

哈哈...

我的目标就要开始啦~haha

爽到~哈哈...

呵呵(一直"哈哈"好像sampat的酱）=.="'

现在最重要的就是撑到低 ...

要勇敢面对的...(还是怕怕的...烦死了~_~)

最近都很累...哎~~

MOOD: 乄不知所措！！！乄

(p/s:无法用英语形容现在的心情...只好用华语)

昨天...从老板口知下星期有个经理给我们考试...

OMG~~我要疯啦~!!最怕就是考试~!

心情现在有些乱乱..不知自己是否过关...

老板说我可能是个老实人..认为自己说高价钱会骗customer..

他也说在商场没有骗不骗...只有输和赢...

当在serve customer时就是在谈...看谈到最后...

要是无法谈成...就代表输了...

但输了..要更努力~!!加油!!!

人不能一直都赢得...输是成功的开始...

现在心情无法形容...呵呵~~

因为整个人慌了...老板就以顾客身份来问我东西...

当时我心开始点点的紧张...惨~~

害怕自己当时慌了...什么都说不出了...

真的惨定了~~!!!!!!

老公就发了封信息给我

:"老婆有什么事就打来哦..要多喝水..也要吃..老婆不用怕..

老公对你有信心...要加油哦...恩嘛~~老公睡下哦.."

(感觉不关痛痒=.="'真像睡猪...哈哈~)

不过还是谢谢你...老公~

我现在好像有了压力...都不知自己下一步要做什么?!

哎~

希望下星期的考验我能成功的过关吧...

祝我成功吧~加油!!!

MOOD: 乄TODAY...HAPI?ANGRY?HAITZ~~T.T乄

haitz~
today damn tired,damn angry!!
today chat wit Jing at msn...she teach me eng..haha..
cz my eng no good...haitz~cham-ing~~
i oso ask her*NG K JING* to be my eng teacher...haha
SHE SAY ME IS BEN DAN...BUT ME SURE IS BENDAN...
CZ A FRIENDS GIV ME A NAME*BEN LING LING*
but thx 4Jing,cz she teach me eng when i dunno about it...
JING THX YA..haha...
then today a malay customer say me so厉害做生意...(hehe...eng no good)
then he wil buy it...so his boss wil cal me 2mrw...
i say he is handsome...he say thx=.="'haha
then i wish it true...tat customer wil buy...
then i can successful get my 10000 tagged then i can get rm100 at tis month...
tuesday a customer say wan buy camera...bt nw stil no come n buy it...T.T
if tat buy camera's customer come buy it..then my tagged edi more then 10000 edi...
haha...hope they dunwan ply me lo...
then...
tat GIRL still intervene when im serve my customer...HATE!!!
so hate her...y she lik tat de?is too excess~!!!!!!!!!!!
nt 1time..is many times edi...
her face is vry thick~!!
haitz~~baibei,family n JIng oso call me say her or do wat she do to me...
but im afraid do lik tat...
i wil try my best ya...
SO TIRED TODAY!!!
miss me baby~~HOON HOON
MuUacX~~~

SWEET MOMENT:MY SWEET MEMORY...❤

monday tat day,
i go sunway lagoon wif foong,peng,ying,ze
sure my baobei go wif us..
tatday i wake up very edi ar..4.45am..
tired-ing...
BUT can go logoon sure dun care wat time wana wake up edi...haha
baobei go there wait n meet wif us...
after we hav our breakfast then go lagoon...
B4 go in to lagoon,baobei curi capture my pic=.=
so bad...haitz...wana kill him edi..haha

baobei curi capture's pic*me*
wat r me doing at there?!
hehe...is baobei wan curi capture me...
so i dunwan let him capture it...haha..so pic wil lik tat lo..ha
anyway...thx ya my baobei...MUuaCx~
then in go lagoon,we ply until mayb about3.00pm
cham..(abit lao ren chi dai zheng..forget this forget there de..haitz)
then baobei n me take some pic...

nor~tis is our sweet pic
then we all go pyramid for hav our lunch...
we go to eat~~*susi*~~
so tasty...love it...

nor~~me n baby eat tis...haha...but i edit it lik a cute cute susi..haha
n oso eat mee at there...mee oso let me edit=.='''
bt tat mee is spicy...so tat a bowl of mee i giv my baobei finish it..
haha...
so everytime he wil say me bully him...
n giv him eat many many...
cz everytime im not finish it then wil call him help me to eat all...
so he wil complain me he wan become fat fat edi...
haha...
bt u fat fat i love n so nice for hug hug ma...haiyo...>.<
i wan thx 4my baobei...
b4 i say dunwan go lagoon...tat is bcz something
bt u noe me is vry think wan to go...
so u say:" nvm,we go play..me vry longtime no fetch u go to play edi...
we jz go to play,dun think anymore...tat things i wil settle...so we go lagoon"
baobei...thx 4u so much...i noe u jz wan me be happy...
thx...
i love u so much...
miss u so much too...
MuuAcX~
thx 4ur love...

LOVE: 坏猪滴肉碎=.=❤

昨天因为有人在校乱传我什么什么........
就有些想骂她...没事好像说到真的酱
相信她的全都是笨蛋~!!!
还好有老公...呵呵...
他知道我不开心就将他煮好的肉碎
然后放了些东西设计下哄我开心...

老公煮的肉碎...嘿嘿

像个笑脸吧?
老公希望我每天开开心心的...
很开心也觉得感动(怎么不觉得?!)
不曾有人酱哄我...
除了你...因为你...一切不一样了...
一切因为你而感到幸福的由来...
谢谢你为我做的一切...
很爱你...也很想你...运运老公~~
嗯~~嘛~~

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ur love xiao ya tou

MOOD: 乄I HATE MYSELF!!!!!乄

我讨厌自己!!!很讨厌!!!

为什么我就是那么会乱想?!

酱的自己让我好累好累...总是开心不起来...

烦!!!

没人明白我在想啥...难道就酱没人能了解么??

或许我想什么都是错的吧!!!

今天看到小学老师...他要我回去读书...

说了好多好多...

最后我的眼泪还是忍不住流了...

那时的我好无助...为什么没人能扶我?

当我乱想时...真的几乎都快崩溃了...难道我想的么??

我控制不到啊...我只是很老实的酱自己想的一切说出来而已...

我这辈子什么都失败...

做人失败...

做女朋友失败

读书也失败!!!

我到底还能剩什么??

我都很讨厌自己了...我的乱想只会让自己不开心也让老公不开心...

我到底还能做什么？？？

烦烦烦！！！

好想每天开开心心的...难道我不想么?

为什么我做不到??

我讨厌酱的自己...

最近的我有些累...现在好想开开心心的...

真的好想好想...

惟有自己来解决...谁也帮不了我!!!

我到底该怎么做??

我很自私...总是没想过老公的感受...

老公~~对不起...原谅我这总是伤你的坏人~~~

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