刚才妈咪要我帮她找东西...
她赶时间...结果她打来问我找到了么?她说她在婆家附近车祸了?!
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那一刻...
我哭了...吓到?还好妈咪没事...吓到了...
当她回来拿东西时我看到车前面的角落凹进去...
还好妈咪没事...妈咪要小心哦...MU~AcX~~我最爱的妈咪...
心好气...眼泪不停的流...
但你却不在我身边......>_______________<
为什么?
为什么总是最后一刻再说?
为什么我期待的总是失望的?
为什么我努力的都会失败?
我不懂...我什么都不懂...
我只是个笨蛋...笨到什么都最后一刻才知道...
或许我不再重要了...
什么都不是了...
心在哭...心在害怕...
眼泪永远都是咸的...苦涩的...
希望你会懂...
2009年8月17日星期一
2009年8月12日星期三
LOVE：dont leave me ALONE...i hate ALONE
你不理我了？
心无助了。。。><
安全感不见了。。。
只剩下害怕。。。
乱想并不是我真的想要的。。。真的我无法控制。。。
真的不是我想要的。。。
心。。。。。。。。。。。
无法表达。。。
我需要你给我的安全感。。。
心无助了。。。><
安全感不见了。。。
只剩下害怕。。。
乱想并不是我真的想要的。。。真的我无法控制。。。
真的不是我想要的。。。
心。。。。。。。。。。。
无法表达。。。
我需要你给我的安全感。。。
LOVE:WAT HAPPENS FOR MYSELF?!!!
我到底怎么了？最近都在乱想...很辛苦...很无助...
眼泪现在还是不停的流下来了...
我错了...而且还错到很离谱...为什么我总是想不开?
为什么我总是乱想?
现在的我都不了解自己了...自己想什么都不知道了...
我到底该怎么做?我到底该怎么做?
我讨厌自己...即时我把自己弄伤了...我也不要你不理我...
请你明白...
我不是真的故意要乱想的...
我真的控制不到...我只是老实告诉你而已...
我想我完全没长大...思想还是那么幼稚...
真没用!!!心乱得一蹋糊涂...没用了...
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是不是连自己都帮不了自己了？
是不是我已经废了？
是不是我已经不值得你疼你爱了？
我不知道！！！
不知道自己下一步要怎样做。。。
眼泪现在还是不停的流下来了...
我错了...而且还错到很离谱...为什么我总是想不开?
为什么我总是乱想?
现在的我都不了解自己了...自己想什么都不知道了...
我到底该怎么做?我到底该怎么做?
我讨厌自己...即时我把自己弄伤了...我也不要你不理我...
请你明白...
我不是真的故意要乱想的...
我真的控制不到...我只是老实告诉你而已...
我想我完全没长大...思想还是那么幼稚...
真没用!!!心乱得一蹋糊涂...没用了...
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是不是连自己都帮不了自己了？
是不是我已经废了？
是不是我已经不值得你疼你爱了？
我不知道！！！
不知道自己下一步要怎样做。。。
2009年8月8日星期六
LOVE:没用的老婆♥
心闷闷的...我讨厌这种感觉...每次都会把我打败...
我心闷得有点辛苦...好像都呼吸困难的...
为什么我总是乱想？为什么我就是无法控制？
为什么就是不能每天开心的？为什么每天一定就是会有乱想什么的？
到底为什么？？
只能说。。。
我不知道...真的...我真的不知道...
酱的自己我真的累了...我好想每天开开心心的...不用乱想的...
我的乱想越来越离谱了...
我到底该怎么做?心无助...只有自己懂....自己懂一切自己也不想乱想的...
但是!!!
我真的没办法控制...没办法不想...心闷得感觉让我很怕了...
可以不要心闷得感觉了么?可以不要乱想了么?
我到底该怎么做？？为什么对自己的心都那么老实?
过于老实让我心闷...怕了~>_____<
是我自己活该还是没人像我酱?T_____T
刚老公打来...他问我是不是哭了...当时眼泪流了下来...
我真的哭了...心想休息...不想再乱想...不想再不开心...
我真的害怕..自己的不开心和每天的乱想会让你不开心烦恼的...
过后觉得累了就把我丢下...怕怕怕~!
我一直都是那么不坚强的...
哭就是我唯一能发泄的吧...没办法了...
我太老实到乱想的个性一直都没办法改...
反而一天比一天严重...>______<
好像大喊...至少可以放松了些...
刚老公信息老说
:"怎么又哭了?不要哭了嘛
乖乖哦...没事的..放心..."
老公...谢谢你一直以来的的关心体谅等等的...你一直对我都很棒...
你在我心里都是最棒的...记得...老婆的心还是怕怕的...好想好想见见你...
好想你...知道了么?不要离开的...一直都是抱紧我的...好么?
我每天乱想...但是你还是疼我的...谢谢你...
我很开心...因为你一直都是呆在我身边...
不需要任
何理由的呆在我身边...
我希望你一直那么爱我哦...一切就足够了...
但是我答应你每天不会让你不开心的...要乖乖的...
但是我又不听话了...对不起老公...
老婆想抱抱你...^______^
要想我哦...
我心闷得有点辛苦...好像都呼吸困难的...
为什么我总是乱想？为什么我就是无法控制？
为什么就是不能每天开心的？为什么每天一定就是会有乱想什么的？
到底为什么？？
只能说。。。
我不知道...真的...我真的不知道...
酱的自己我真的累了...我好想每天开开心心的...不用乱想的...
我的乱想越来越离谱了...
我到底该怎么做?心无助...只有自己懂....自己懂一切自己也不想乱想的...
但是!!!
我真的没办法控制...没办法不想...心闷得感觉让我很怕了...
可以不要心闷得感觉了么?可以不要乱想了么?
我到底该怎么做？？为什么对自己的心都那么老实?
过于老实让我心闷...怕了~>_____<
是我自己活该还是没人像我酱?T_____T
刚老公打来...他问我是不是哭了...当时眼泪流了下来...
我真的哭了...心想休息...不想再乱想...不想再不开心...
我真的害怕..自己的不开心和每天的乱想会让你不开心烦恼的...
过后觉得累了就把我丢下...怕怕怕~!
我一直都是那么不坚强的...
哭就是我唯一能发泄的吧...没办法了...
我太老实到乱想的个性一直都没办法改...
反而一天比一天严重...>______<
好像大喊...至少可以放松了些...
刚老公信息老说
:"怎么又哭了?不要哭了嘛
乖乖哦...没事的..放心..."
老公...谢谢你一直以来的的关心体谅等等的...你一直对我都很棒...
你在我心里都是最棒的...记得...老婆的心还是怕怕的...好想好想见见你...
好想你...知道了么?不要离开的...一直都是抱紧我的...好么?
我每天乱想...但是你还是疼我的...谢谢你...
我很开心...因为你一直都是呆在我身边...
不需要任
何理由的呆在我身边...我希望你一直那么爱我哦...一切就足够了...
但是我答应你每天不会让你不开心的...要乖乖的...
但是我又不听话了...对不起老公...
老婆想抱抱你...^______^
要想我哦...
2009年8月7日星期五
FRENDS:*miss you all my dearest primary sch jimui*
haha...jz now i c yi feng n yi rou family...
BUT
i act no c them...hehe...cz i dunno hw to be faced with thier question...
bt their no hw..haha...we jz joking lor...
me not need afraid let them c me edi...^______^
thn 1st...
is Yi Feng mamii come shop...cz she c me jor...>___<
thn i cant to do wat...jz can say hi wit her..
thn chat..............................
2nd Yi Rou mamii come shop too...haha...
oso chat..........................
thn we chat chat n CHAT....
thn i say yi rou become a tall n thin lik her mamii...
thn her mamii c lik paiseh...haha^_____^
she say my face no lik b4 edi...cz we youngster's face wil change...
she say me become beautiful...sure anot???^____<
thn i say where got gua?!i forget jor...hehe...
thn they wan back jor...i ask help them respect Yi Rou n Yi Feng...
cz they is my primary school's friends...n same class oso...
now we all no same school...so i vry miss my p.sch jimui..
i hope our jimuiship nvr the end...I MISS YOU ALL...
we nvr take the photo together...
but if hav change...I Sure will..................!!
suddenly think wan meet shu yi...yi rou...yoke min...bee shien...
(some i suddenly cant to say out their name...haha...all is girl...my JIMUI...forever)
shuyi yoke min n bee shien i can contact them...
jz yi rou i dunno hw to contact..ya i hav her houz num..
bt i dunno wan say wat wif her...=____='''
new year wan invite them go out or gathering...
haha...song^_________^
i try to invite them go out....
pin hwa canteen day i can go find yi rou jor..haha...
cz tat day me off...so is the chage i can c her...haha...
except tat day wil come...^___<
<<>>
ling ling miss you all...
muax muax...
BUT
i act no c them...hehe...cz i dunno hw to be faced with thier question...
bt their no hw..haha...we jz joking lor...
me not need afraid let them c me edi...^______^
thn 1st...
is Yi Feng mamii come shop...cz she c me jor...>___<
thn i cant to do wat...jz can say hi wit her..
thn chat..............................
2nd Yi Rou mamii come shop too...haha...
oso chat..........................
thn we chat chat n CHAT....
thn i say yi rou become a tall n thin lik her mamii...
thn her mamii c lik paiseh...haha^_____^
she say my face no lik b4 edi...cz we youngster's face wil change...
she say me become beautiful...sure anot???^____<
thn i say where got gua?!i forget jor...hehe...
thn they wan back jor...i ask help them respect Yi Rou n Yi Feng...
cz they is my primary school's friends...n same class oso...
now we all no same school...so i vry miss my p.sch jimui..
i hope our jimuiship nvr the end...I MISS YOU ALL...
we nvr take the photo together...
but if hav change...I Sure will..................!!
suddenly think wan meet shu yi...yi rou...yoke min...bee shien...
(some i suddenly cant to say out their name...haha...all is girl...my JIMUI...forever)
shuyi yoke min n bee shien i can contact them...
jz yi rou i dunno hw to contact..ya i hav her houz num..
bt i dunno wan say wat wif her...=____='''
new year wan invite them go out or gathering...
haha...song^_________^
i try to invite them go out....
pin hwa canteen day i can go find yi rou jor..haha...
cz tat day me off...so is the chage i can c her...haha...
except tat day wil come...^___<
<<
ling ling miss you all...
muax muax...
2009年8月5日星期三
MOOD: NEW FELLOW~^__^
im vry headache now...feel vry painful~>___<
wana sick jor?!everyday headache da...cham~><
jz now i receive a news...
tat gal no work edi...thn come a new fellow...haha
i think she is a nice fellow...not lik..............?!=___='''
jz now chat wif her...chat many things...
BUT...
now...duno wan chat wat...jz think wan to eat sushi..h=='''
thn abit tired now...
today...me is a senior to teach the new fellow...cham>___<
bt i try my best lo...
wish me all the best n good luck..^___^
ntg to write edi....
wana sick jor?!everyday headache da...cham~><
jz now i receive a news...
tat gal no work edi...thn come a new fellow...haha
i think she is a nice fellow...not lik..............?!=___='''
jz now chat wif her...chat many things...
BUT...
now...duno wan chat wat...jz think wan to eat sushi..h=='''
thn abit tired now...
today...me is a senior to teach the new fellow...cham>___<
bt i try my best lo...
wish me all the best n good luck..^___^
ntg to write edi....
2009年8月4日星期二
LOVE: laogong...i❤ YOU so much...❤
today damn tired ya...haitz>____<
yesterday me go to klang bus stop find laogong n back wif laogong..haha
thn laogong go to play DOTA~thn his bro go eat n go sch...
he fetch me back home...
thn we eat porridge...laogong cook de ar...SWEET~~^____<
hehe...tat daohu n fish is laogong cook wan...haha...
its vry tasty ya..
.
after finish our porridge we take some porridge for mamii...
thn we help mamii pay the bill(electric)at pos office...
after tat...i say wan to buy tat jambu...thn laogong fetch me go n buy...
tat jambu is vry tasty de ar...love IT!!
when 5pm...i go to fetch yiyi(my muimui)back shop...
thn laogong say wan to buy jambu again?!=___="'
thn buy lor...laogong buy...haha...i take some photo wif muimui when laogong buy the jambu...><
she is vry ji chap de...haha...
we fetch her back shop n go inside sit ...
thn i ask mamii wana go to kapar eat chicken rice at nite...?!
mamii say ok lo...thn she wil ask daddi go de...
thn laogong say wan go to computer shop play DOTA~
thn me say its ok lo...haitz!
when 7pm++
after laogong bath thn fetch me go home bath thn we all go kapar eat...
but is daddi drive his car...me n laogong go wif daddi's car lo..
after finish our dinner...
im back to laogong houz~
thn 11.30pm i ask him fetch me back home...
tis time is me 1st time early back home...haha
im damn tired ya...n laogong today wan 7am wake up edi...
laogong...
laogpo miss you so much..vry tired nehx...
laogong remember ya...LAOPO miss LAOgONG
n love laogong nvr giv up...remember u r not alone...
i stil hav me tis bad bad's laopo alwayz by ur side..
thx ya...
yesterday nite laogong tel me wan drink more water cz tat outside's air is vry bad...
laogong treat me so nice...^__^
he is super BOY FRIEND...❤
LAOGONG~u mz take care urself too ya...MmUAc~~
miss you nehx~
YOU Are MY FOREVER LOVE❤
yesterday me go to klang bus stop find laogong n back wif laogong..haha
thn laogong go to play DOTA~thn his bro go eat n go sch...
he fetch me back home...
thn we eat porridge...laogong cook de ar...SWEET~~^____<
hehe...tat daohu n fish is laogong cook wan...haha...
its vry tasty ya..
.
after finish our porridge we take some porridge for mamii...
thn we help mamii pay the bill(electric)at pos office...
after tat...i say wan to buy tat jambu...thn laogong fetch me go n buy...
tat jambu is vry tasty de ar...love IT!!
when 5pm...i go to fetch yiyi(my muimui)back shop...
thn laogong say wan to buy jambu again?!=___="'
thn buy lor...laogong buy...haha...i take some photo wif muimui when laogong buy the jambu...><
she is vry ji chap de...haha...
we fetch her back shop n go inside sit ...
thn i ask mamii wana go to kapar eat chicken rice at nite...?!
mamii say ok lo...thn she wil ask daddi go de...
thn laogong say wan go to computer shop play DOTA~
thn me say its ok lo...haitz!
when 7pm++
after laogong bath thn fetch me go home bath thn we all go kapar eat...
but is daddi drive his car...me n laogong go wif daddi's car lo..
after finish our dinner...
im back to laogong houz~
thn 11.30pm i ask him fetch me back home...
tis time is me 1st time early back home...haha
im damn tired ya...n laogong today wan 7am wake up edi...
laogong...
laogpo miss you so much..vry tired nehx...
laogong remember ya...LAOPO miss LAOgONG
n love laogong nvr giv up...remember u r not alone...
i stil hav me tis bad bad's laopo alwayz by ur side..
thx ya...
yesterday nite laogong tel me wan drink more water cz tat outside's air is vry bad...
laogong treat me so nice...^__^
he is super BOY FRIEND...❤
LAOGONG~u mz take care urself too ya...MmUAc~~
miss you nehx~
YOU Are MY FOREVER LOVE❤
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